You are blessed to know when you will die and how you will die, for rest all of us live with this fear how and when we will end...You are now better prepared to fight before giving up and going to heaven as sooner or later all of us will be joining you there...So be happy and enjoy life till it last..
I was really shocked to hear about ur ailment. Though u have sent a strong signal towards those people who curse their destiny for their failures. I prey to Ganeshji that u recover from ur illness and live a long and healthy life.
It is a sad news to know, but having one, one has to live with the fact. Please, keep your mind strong and do not please do not loose hope. It is our sweet mind that definetly puuls us from the worse situations. Please continue to take whatever is necessary for the treatment. Get well soon.