Mam!! you are one inspiring soul! not a word used by you wanted to seek sympathy from readers!! and i dont sympathize with you!! but i appreciate your courage and zeal towards life! May you live life (you are 50 plus, but what the heck!!) to the fullest!! And pass on your legacy (Yes, i would want to call it that) to your daughters and everyone who comes in contact with you... You are a real Soldier at heart!!