What I realized is life turns out to be a camera, where you focus on what is important, capture the good times, develop yourself from the negatives, and later if you don't like go get another shot.
Dude - I like your story. But you missed one opportunity. You should have tried to enjoy her. U know what I mean. After all, Life is all about enjoyment. It is all about giving and taking. You should have taken some from her.