we were in love for 8 years..we were more of friends than lovers since schooltime..but alas her parents didn't agree to our relationship..they forced her to marry someone else ..emotional blackmail..father being heartpatient..& she couldn't leave them for me..it was the lowest moment of my life..its been 3 months..i still find solace being alone with alochol...alcohol doesn't make it dramatic..it numbs your senses ..slows things down & brings relief..i know thiswill pass..but sometimes...lost love takes something out of you..yur never the same again..