Hey..thts sad...i wud give up 10 affairs to get a career like yours....chill out dude...enjoy life....there's just one life... enjoy it-or don't, is all in your hands....try going out with frds more often....believe me, she's going to be out of your mind in few years max, in a way that u'll wonder why did you ever love her in the first place......all i'll say is-just chill, and have as much fun as you can, while you can, till you can...and study hard-its a tough competitive world..where no one understands why you underperformed..a failure is a failure- even if it is out of remorse of losing someone.....come out in bright colors...u'll have all the girls in the world-offering love to you in bright, shining plates- enjoii